Guys! I finally found someone that wants to have sex with me and someone that I want to have sex with too. I’ve known him since 8th grade and its kind of ridiculous how compatible we are. I’m not saying we’re in a relationship or that we ever will be but he’s funny and cute and he thinks I’m funny and cute. It works. But I’ve been on Citalopram for 2 months and they recently increased my dose to 40mg because my doctor didn’t see any changes in my anxiety just my depression. Which is apparently the strongest dose according to her. All of the people whose stories I’ve read on forums said that they aren’t able to orgasm during sex and they were on 20mg or less. I feel like I’m doomed.
A part of me wants you
in the most innocent way possible:
taking off your shoes in my bedroom,
climbing under the sheets and watching
whatever’s in my Netflix queue,
barely even touching
as we talk about our days until we
fall asleep with our
clothes still on.
But another, hungrier part of me
wants you unbuttoning your shirt
before you’re completely through my door,
falling onto my bed, and
scrambling to make your fingers
unbutton my shirt faster
Your mouth shaking out
my name the entire time.
I lost my virginity 2 weeks ago after I said no twice and then he said “Let me try something” and just did it. But he didn’t want a relationship! Now he’s in a relationship with another man… Go figure.